Do Everything!

Hello friends!!

Wow, it's been an exciting week, filled with ups and downs, sides and splits, bottles and caps, nickers and socks, etc... (that sounded better in my head)

It's amazing how life can go so up and down. One moment you can feel like there is a huge weight holding you down, and the next you can feel like it's all running smoothly. I've had an interesting time dealing with money and banks. It's no ones fault really, but it's just shocking to me that in our globalized world, it is so difficult to transfer money from a Canadian TD to an American TD. But you know what, there is room for reframing, because once again I have had to practice a little thing I like to call Patience!! Money is one of those things that you have to respect and trust will always be there. When you worry about it not being there, it's likely you will never have enough money. Usually you will have just barely NOT enough, because you are always worried about having enough money. Rather than being worried, I have had to trust that the money with always be there somehow. I don't really ask how, because that is a question I don't know the answer to most of the time. Now lets to confuse trust with being stupid and silly. You have to RESPECT money, because it's something we use. It's not the be all end all of life, but it is something we use on a day to day basis. It runs our lives, in some ways, but then on other levels in really quite insignificant.

So money is Money! Great, but I am human so sometimes i still get a little worked up about it!! I think we all do, unnecessarily. Did that make sense??

Right, so moving on...I had a discovery today about the human body (and you can correct me if i'm wrong, cause I don't know anything technical here) but I have always had an a feeling that although the male body doesn't have a "period" every month, it does run in a cycle. When I had acne, my face would always run in cycles, getting really bad, and then subsiding a bit, and then getting bad again. And it was always usually pretty consistent. kind of like getting your period, haha, sort of. Anyways, I still feel like my body runs in a cycle. Like this week I have been craving, like I mean craving, and actually indulging in Chocolate and Chips!! I can't get enough, and now it's getting a little ridiculous because I now I a bunch of sores on my tongue (kanker sores) because of all the sugar. And these aren't just normal kankers, they are literally imparing my speech. It's ridiculous. I can feel them all over my tongue right now, and it's painful. I was trying to each some food just a little while ago, and it almost wasn't possible. So solution, I'm going to sleep with SALT in my mouth. hahah, Just jokes. But I am going to gargle the bejonas' out of my tongue before I go to bed, cause I can't actually handle this anymore.

So that's my tongue story, probably exactly what you wanted to read about, coming all the way from NYC. Today I also realized that I still can't believe I'm here. It's one of those things, when you are living inside your dream, you always feel like it's a dream, until you touch someone, like actually hug, or poke or whatever, and it's not a dream at all. They are real, you are real, and it's all apart of YOUR actual LIFE! Brilliant! Absolutely brilliant!

I have Improv today, which was brilliante! It's always such an explosion of creativity in those 2 and a half hours with Kevin. We just play games the whole time, AHHH, how much better could life be. Then I did bank stuff, then I had a little acting class with our new acting teacher Dan. We had a wonderful man named Aaron for the first 4 weeks, and sadly, yet filled with delight, he was taken away from us because of getting 4 gigs in one week. So it's rather exciting, because he is getting work as an actor in NYC, but we don't get to enjoy his company and amazing teaching style anymore. Bittersweet!!

Then I ended the evening off with an amazing bonding moment with my new dear friend Celine-Stephanie-Dion!! I went, for the first time in my life, to a Karaokee bar, and it was freakin amazing!! I don't know where they have been all my life! Everyone needs to go and just rip it up!!! Stephanie and I call ourselves Barbara and Celine!! Completely fitting!

Well, that was today. I'm looking forward to a sleep in tomorrow, but also a chance to get on top of some reading for Song Interpratation class, as well as get some Speech Homework done! and make myself some amazing Cream of Wheat. I have been dying to have some all week. Man alive! just give me some Cream of Wheat. I am so excited for tomorrow morning now. Tonight is going to be an amazing sleep, just because the anticipation of Cream of Wheat! I will definitely be blogging about my 1st NYC Cream of Wheat experience tomorrow, so get ready for that. Brace whatever bone you can brace in your body, because the Wheat is about to be Creamed!!

Okay folks, I'm off for now. Ta ta, and toot toot!!

TBC...